Accepting Your Sexual Fantasies is the First Step to Enlightenment
I’d like to once again emphasize how important it is to fully accept and embrace all of your sexual fantasies. I don’t believe transformation is possible without this step. Below is some stuff I shared several months ago on my Twitter account. Below posts are actual tweets. I don’t use Twitter anymore, but perhaps I will one day.
Hi all! I will use this Twitter account to share my personal enlightenment experience and my vision of God/Universe/Divine/Cosmos...
You are a pure energy field, a Divine spark so strong it transformed parts of itself into emotions of lower frequencies.
Highest frequency Divine energy is pure unconditional love. Emotions of lower frequencies are fear, lust, sorrow, suffering, desire etc.
Emotions of lower frequencies are accumulated over reincarnations and become one's karma.
Same situations triggering same emotions will appear over and over throughout reincarnations until all karmic lessons are resolved.
The goal is to transform lower frequency energies into the highest frequency energy and get back to your roots by becoming one with God.
Accept ALL your sexual fantasies, embrace them fully. By doing so you are releasing your repressed masculine & feminine energies.
To accept your sexual fantasies fully is to accept and surrender to your true self.
...true self at that specific moment of time. As you start unlocking your m/f energies, your true self or your energy flow will change.
You may feel attraction to men or women as you go through the process but it's only a tendency. Don't think, just let it flow.
Allow your sexual energy to flow freely, drop the judgement, enjoy being your true self.
Watch your released m/f energies gaining Power and becoming self sufficient. Watch as they flow over the top of your ego boundaries.
Dropping all judgement and allowing your sexual m/f energies take their natural course is the first essential step to enlightenment.
There is no such thing as wrong sexual fantasy. If it's there, it's there! Find what you really crave, embrace it, get your BEST orgasm ever! Instead of being guilty, be proud of yourself!
Your porn preferences will change as you release more and more of your sexual energy. Just listen closely to your inner self and stick to what really turns you on and what makes your mouth water at that specific moment of time.
I'm going to say this one more time: you need to replace GUILT (as you will be guilty!) with the feeling of being PROUD of yourself. You are finally becoming your true self! It took me a while to realize that.
Try it and you will notice your true being growing on you. Truly amazing feeling!
I used to feel extreme guilt and shame from my "porn relapses" and "perverted" fantasies I've had and I used to beat up myself really badly emotionally. Even to the point where I couldn't look people in the eyes.
The only reason those "no fap" societies exist is because people feel guilty each time they relapse and watch porn. Ego is what makes you feel guilty so the real trick is to be proud of yourself instead of being guilty. When you feel guilty it simply indicates you are pushing your ego boundaries to the limit.
I think porn is a perfect instrument for overthrowing your ego and showing it its real place! Observe your "guilt" popping up and be proud of yourself. Your ego is no longer in control!
Fantasizing about same sex partner does not make you homosexual, repressing the fantasy gets you stuck on it and makes the desire stronger.
Some parts of you are over-inflated with repressed sexual energy, let go all barriers and let the sexual energy balance out itself equally.
You are nothing but a pure energy spark placed into body & life circumstances to make a shift from lower frequency energies to pure light.
The whole point of life is to transform your energy field into pure light, become one with God/Universe/Divine.
Dropping all judgement & allowing your lust energy to flow freely disables your ego since your energy no longer needs to ask permission.
That is when your inner observer/pure awareness is activated which allows "you" to make a shift to a pure light.
You are no longer your mind/thoughts/ego but a pure energy field that flows freely into the direction of pure light.
There is a huge difference between lusting and allowing and observing your lust.
...in the 1st case you become one with lust, in the 2nd case your inner observer removes the bottle cap (your mind/ego) and pours out the lust.
You need to realize that you are a pure light already, so strong it transformed parts of itself into emotions of lower frequencies.
Don't allow your mind/ego to give directions to your pure light and transform itself into energies of lower frequencies.
...your inner observer/pure awareness is the true boss, your mind/ego is just an internal processor that helps with simple daily operations.
Your ego has been programmed by society since birth and has been programmed for eons before that. You are nothing but a "product" until you break your ego and really start exploring. How the hell do you want to change the world if you don't even know your true nature? World can't be changed by a "product" it has produced.
Enlightenment is discovering God's spark within yourself and allowing it to absorb all lower frequency energies so you can become pure light again.
Enlightenment happens on both spiritual and physical levels.
...first you knock your ego out and show it its real place, next you allow your God's spark to shine and absorb all lower frequency energies.
Lower frequency energies are emotions stored in your body muscles around main chakra centers.
Strongest emotions like fear of death etc are stored along your spine because we tend to put/hide such emotions "as far away as possible", hiding them behind our backs basically.
Even a tiny muscle of your pinky toe stores accumulated karma/lower frequency energies that need to be absorbed!
...when energy transformation happens, you can feel God's spark absorbing and erasing all your emotions (all accumulated karma).
...it feels on a physical level and is quite painful because atomic structures within your muscle tissues change as this happens.
Once lower frequency energies are absorbed, the light starts passing through you. You become transparent for the light. That's why it's called "enlightenment" literally.
Full enlightenment is a 100 % transparency for the light. No more lower frequency energies are stored in your body that the light could stumble into.
Once all lower frequency energies are absorbed your chakra centers begin pumping cosmic energy.
...and you become one pure vessel streaming cosmic truth.
P. S. It's extremely important to drop all the judgement, the only thing you should be worried about is whether or not you are listening to your true inner self and whether or not you are being brutally honest with yourself by allowing your inner m/f energies to flow freely. The main obstacle that is stopping you from becoming enlightened is the fear of judgement and that fear comes from your ego. Ego is telling you to repress your inner energies (in other words repress your true self or your true sexual fantasies) in order to adjust to public clichés and get approval from others. The brutal truth is, at this stage you are a slave to society and to your ego. You are nothing but your ego’s little bitch and all of your inner energies are being placed into a tiny box and it really hurts because your ego is not allowing them to flow freely. All the emotional pain comes from your inner energies being repressed. And guess what, you are the one repressing them and YOU have the authority to let them flow freely. The first «you» is your ego and the second «YOU» is your true self, your true energies. Enlightenment is #rebellion against your ego. You need to be #brave enough to accept your true self regardless of how your ego or society sees you. You are not your ego, you are a pure energy field (combination of male and female energies) so the real goal is to disarm your ego and stop it from repressing your true inner self. I hope I got to the point here and I hope it will make you angry as I remember extreme anger was the first feeling I’ve experienced prior to the enlightenment. In order to activate the enlightenment process, you will first need to accept and embrace your deepest sexual fantasies and accept your true inner self. Don’t worry, it won’t automatically make you a «pervert», self acceptance is simply necessary to release your repressed energies and allow them to flow freely. The more you will release, the more perverted fantasies will just go away. The longer you continue to repress your fantasies, the stronger they get. Once enlightenment is there, all labels are dropped. Tons of porn is out there for you. Get sex toys if needed. Time to get creative boys and girls!
I’d like to once again emphasize how important it is to fully accept and embrace all of your sexual fantasies. I don’t believe transformation is possible without this step. Below is some stuff I shared several months ago on my Twitter account. Below posts are actual tweets. I don’t use Twitter anymore, but perhaps I will one day.
Hi all! I will use this Twitter account to share my personal enlightenment experience and my vision of God/Universe/Divine/Cosmos...
You are a pure energy field, a Divine spark so strong it transformed parts of itself into emotions of lower frequencies.
Highest frequency Divine energy is pure unconditional love. Emotions of lower frequencies are fear, lust, sorrow, suffering, desire etc.
Emotions of lower frequencies are accumulated over reincarnations and become one's karma.
Same situations triggering same emotions will appear over and over throughout reincarnations until all karmic lessons are resolved.
The goal is to transform lower frequency energies into the highest frequency energy and get back to your roots by becoming one with God.
Accept ALL your sexual fantasies, embrace them fully. By doing so you are releasing your repressed masculine & feminine energies.
To accept your sexual fantasies fully is to accept and surrender to your true self.
...true self at that specific moment of time. As you start unlocking your m/f energies, your true self or your energy flow will change.
You may feel attraction to men or women as you go through the process but it's only a tendency. Don't think, just let it flow.
Allow your sexual energy to flow freely, drop the judgement, enjoy being your true self.
Watch your released m/f energies gaining Power and becoming self sufficient. Watch as they flow over the top of your ego boundaries.
Dropping all judgement and allowing your sexual m/f energies take their natural course is the first essential step to enlightenment.
There is no such thing as wrong sexual fantasy. If it's there, it's there! Find what you really crave, embrace it, get your BEST orgasm ever! Instead of being guilty, be proud of yourself!
Your porn preferences will change as you release more and more of your sexual energy. Just listen closely to your inner self and stick to what really turns you on and what makes your mouth water at that specific moment of time.
I'm going to say this one more time: you need to replace GUILT (as you will be guilty!) with the feeling of being PROUD of yourself. You are finally becoming your true self! It took me a while to realize that.
Try it and you will notice your true being growing on you. Truly amazing feeling!
I used to feel extreme guilt and shame from my "porn relapses" and "perverted" fantasies I've had and I used to beat up myself really badly emotionally. Even to the point where I couldn't look people in the eyes.
The only reason those "no fap" societies exist is because people feel guilty each time they relapse and watch porn. Ego is what makes you feel guilty so the real trick is to be proud of yourself instead of being guilty. When you feel guilty it simply indicates you are pushing your ego boundaries to the limit.
I think porn is a perfect instrument for overthrowing your ego and showing it its real place! Observe your "guilt" popping up and be proud of yourself. Your ego is no longer in control!
Fantasizing about same sex partner does not make you homosexual, repressing the fantasy gets you stuck on it and makes the desire stronger.
Some parts of you are over-inflated with repressed sexual energy, let go all barriers and let the sexual energy balance out itself equally.
You are nothing but a pure energy spark placed into body & life circumstances to make a shift from lower frequency energies to pure light.
The whole point of life is to transform your energy field into pure light, become one with God/Universe/Divine.
Dropping all judgement & allowing your lust energy to flow freely disables your ego since your energy no longer needs to ask permission.
That is when your inner observer/pure awareness is activated which allows "you" to make a shift to a pure light.
You are no longer your mind/thoughts/ego but a pure energy field that flows freely into the direction of pure light.
There is a huge difference between lusting and allowing and observing your lust.
...in the 1st case you become one with lust, in the 2nd case your inner observer removes the bottle cap (your mind/ego) and pours out the lust.
You need to realize that you are a pure light already, so strong it transformed parts of itself into emotions of lower frequencies.
Don't allow your mind/ego to give directions to your pure light and transform itself into energies of lower frequencies.
...your inner observer/pure awareness is the true boss, your mind/ego is just an internal processor that helps with simple daily operations.
Your ego has been programmed by society since birth and has been programmed for eons before that. You are nothing but a "product" until you break your ego and really start exploring. How the hell do you want to change the world if you don't even know your true nature? World can't be changed by a "product" it has produced.
Enlightenment is discovering God's spark within yourself and allowing it to absorb all lower frequency energies so you can become pure light again.
Enlightenment happens on both spiritual and physical levels.
...first you knock your ego out and show it its real place, next you allow your God's spark to shine and absorb all lower frequency energies.
Lower frequency energies are emotions stored in your body muscles around main chakra centers.
Strongest emotions like fear of death etc are stored along your spine because we tend to put/hide such emotions "as far away as possible", hiding them behind our backs basically.
Even a tiny muscle of your pinky toe stores accumulated karma/lower frequency energies that need to be absorbed!
...when energy transformation happens, you can feel God's spark absorbing and erasing all your emotions (all accumulated karma).
...it feels on a physical level and is quite painful because atomic structures within your muscle tissues change as this happens.
Once lower frequency energies are absorbed, the light starts passing through you. You become transparent for the light. That's why it's called "enlightenment" literally.
Full enlightenment is a 100 % transparency for the light. No more lower frequency energies are stored in your body that the light could stumble into.
Once all lower frequency energies are absorbed your chakra centers begin pumping cosmic energy.
...and you become one pure vessel streaming cosmic truth.
P. S. It's extremely important to drop all the judgement, the only thing you should be worried about is whether or not you are listening to your true inner self and whether or not you are being brutally honest with yourself by allowing your inner m/f energies to flow freely. The main obstacle that is stopping you from becoming enlightened is the fear of judgement and that fear comes from your ego. Ego is telling you to repress your inner energies (in other words repress your true self or your true sexual fantasies) in order to adjust to public clichés and get approval from others. The brutal truth is, at this stage you are a slave to society and to your ego. You are nothing but your ego’s little bitch and all of your inner energies are being placed into a tiny box and it really hurts because your ego is not allowing them to flow freely. All the emotional pain comes from your inner energies being repressed. And guess what, you are the one repressing them and YOU have the authority to let them flow freely. The first «you» is your ego and the second «YOU» is your true self, your true energies. Enlightenment is #rebellion against your ego. You need to be #brave enough to accept your true self regardless of how your ego or society sees you. You are not your ego, you are a pure energy field (combination of male and female energies) so the real goal is to disarm your ego and stop it from repressing your true inner self. I hope I got to the point here and I hope it will make you angry as I remember extreme anger was the first feeling I’ve experienced prior to the enlightenment. In order to activate the enlightenment process, you will first need to accept and embrace your deepest sexual fantasies and accept your true inner self. Don’t worry, it won’t automatically make you a «pervert», self acceptance is simply necessary to release your repressed energies and allow them to flow freely. The more you will release, the more perverted fantasies will just go away. The longer you continue to repress your fantasies, the stronger they get. Once enlightenment is there, all labels are dropped. Tons of porn is out there for you. Get sex toys if needed. Time to get creative boys and girls!
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